看完电视节目，十一点半。
钥匙转了两圈，轻声打开门走向门外。屋檐下冷风嗖嗖，雨不停地下着，缓缓地，像我此刻的心情，静静的，不急。
享受着的片刻，一边在和michele whatsapp, 整整聊了一个夜晚，就算是现在也还没说bye。这阵子的话题绕不开工作，每天每天就是烦恼着找工作的事情，变得就算有其他事情做，也似乎提不起劲儿。michele 比较勇敢，第一个面试通过后就跳下去上班了，可是不出几天辞掉后重新找。听说工作环境不尽理想，不可能在那里呆下去。
而我，面试通过后又不敢做新尝试，屡屡拒绝后又回到原点。
robert frost 的 " the road not taken" 又浮现脑海。
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
有人说，人之所以喜欢某样东西，是因为找到相似点，找到安慰，因为最能够符合当下的心境，而所以喜欢。这句话可能是对的，因为诗中旅人的心情就如同我们现在一样。或许所有错过的，放弃的，得不到的，在记忆里面都是最好的，起码要比当下的好，人不就是这样？但有没有想过，当初要是走了那条路，会比现在更糟糕？那你还后悔吗？
既然决定已经作了，现在就是，要相信自己的判断，然后勇敢走下去。
